Struggling

Struggling to masturbate the mind on the focus of angelic fortunes
Purity is distinguished in developed oceans
So what is one to do, but fly out of my way into a union with self
Reality is something that grasps my attention
Thoughts spoil over, nonstop as an exercise sensation
Confused and torn up from all the empty calories of thinking
Not hoping nor praying, but just believing
In something more, than what is meant to be around me
It’s my surroundings that take the confusion to fight me
I speak in words everyone should understand
I ask for help, but some do not notice my dismay
I continue writing as it is a therapy I chose to focus on
Hoping others read it and takes notice on
I will continue writing and will continue speaking in coded messages
As I can read them later on and know
I came from that area of self
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