I just did Standing Meditation and this is the Results

 

Day 5. 12.10.2009

I just did Standing Meditation and this is the results:

First attempt at Standing Meditation:

The first 4 1/2 min I had both of my right/left arms burning, felt like fire/energy flowing throughout my body.

My right/left leg was also burning; especially my feet.

Second Attempt at Standing Meditation:

I did it for 5 min this time and this is what happened:

My right/left arm burned even more, but this time they started to get sweaty.

My right/left leg was burning too, but this time it moved into my thighs as well.

I continued breathing and focusing on my breath.

I was relaxed.

My body felt relaxed and light.

I closed my eyes the second time and I looked and felt like I saw energy flowing through my fingers.

Maybe not, but it sure felt like it was.

Like seeing the hidden energy many books/people/masters and others speak about.

Notes:

As I am typing this, my hands are still sweaty.

I did use music for the first time, but second time I did not. (Music I used first time: Chakra 7 - The purple crown: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53ATkR0WBjU&feature=related)

This is my fourth time this week doing Standing Meditation

More Experiences With Meditation

First attempt at Meditation Day 3. 12.5.09

Sitting there and this feeling of fire burned through my body
It continued to get fierce
And would gain speed then slow down
I would continue to feel a deep trance
And it felt like my eyes were flapping while my eyes were closed
I felt like a vibration of my body and mind come together
It felt really powerful like me being contacted by someone
Trying to communicate with me in telepathy
Distraction from outside broke my focus
I started to focus on my breathing and then
I started focusing on emptiness
And before I knew it
I was feeling all that I described up above
I also felt like I was being put into a cannon
Like squeezed in and then out of my body

Second attempt at Meditation Day 3. 12.5.09

Tried to mediate again but couldn't
Tried living room but that did not work out either
Tried bathroom that kind of worked
For a few seconds in the back of my
Skull something like a feeling of it being pushed forward
Then I felt like turbulence in my body sped up?
Started to get stronger
Then it would drop
The turbulence of vibration in my body
Because different noises

An Experience of a Lifetime!

12.3.2009

I have been listening to more psychedelic/ambient music.
Basically I went to see a counselor today
I sat down
And
While I was waiting, I was listening to my electronic music through my headphones
I felt like I was in a trance
I was meditating through music?
Anyways
I got this feeling where my soul or whatever you want to call it
Was pulling my soul out of my body
Like when you run
And you have your face pushed by the wind
It felt just like that
The crazy part was…
That feeling did not stop for sometime…
I also saw myself floating in the air
Like Out of Body Experience? Not quite sure how or what to describe it as.
This was in an office building while waiting to see a counselor
This continued for probably for a few more min
I couldn't stop moving
I was shaking in my seat for a few seconds
Before I stopped the music.
My body then began to burn a bit
It started from my toes and moved up to my nostrils’
It felt like my body was being ripped out of my physical form
It would not stop until I stopped the music
I also felt like I was being lit on fire